We had a wonderful Solstice Retreat this past weekend as we gathered to give thanks and reset intentions. Beginning the day by reflecting on our good fortune to be alive; that this life will end in death; that our only true possessions are our actions of body, speech and mind; that there will always be challenges and opportunities to learn, no matter how far along the path one attains; and to engage the world with compassionate action balanced with equanimity, we set the stage for a day of practice and insight.
Some simple physical exercises followed the reflection, then alternating periods of silent sitting and silent walking, all of which prepared those gathered to take part in the Precepts Recitation Ceremony. The ceremony is a beautiful way to remember the ancestors; to honor and give thanks to those who started the wheel of Dharma turning and have kept it turning across the millennia; and for we present beings to reset our intentions to do the same.
After a silent lunch, we returned to the Zendo for small and large group discussions on what we’ve accomplished and what we’ve left undone related to our spiritual paths; and our intentions for moving forward into the next solar year. Reflecting like this reminded us of this short story in 5 chapters:
1) I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost… I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
2) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn’t my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.
3) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It’s a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.
4) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
5) I walk down another street.
Looking back over the past year can inspire us to practice in two ways: by appreciating the healthy growth we clearly see if we look (walking down another street), and by recollecting insights into what remains to be done (still falling into other holes in other sidewalks). This type of reflection brings both energy and understanding: some things are working, and there’s more work to do.
Our spiritual practice also has larger implications. Santikaro’s teacher, Ajahn Buddhadasa, encouraged Dharma students to see beyond their own practice to the greater world. As each of us takes a few more steps of progress along the path, we also contribute to the Dharmic evolution of our species. Whether we become awakened or reach the goal is not so important. Rather, do we do our part in moving humanity forward? At a time with so many profound questions about the long-term well-being of economies, democracy, and the climate, such a great vehicle perspective is vital for our health and sanity. It lessens our attachment to the individual view.
Our work tends to the ending of dukkha wherever possible. As we look for signs of lessening dukkha – outside and in – satisfaction and joy are fostered, study-practice is fueled, and service to the diversity of beings expands. From a different view, as we ponder the meaning of the numerous and ominous crises facing the planet and her children – where dukkha can seem to be ever increasing – we are urged to begin sooner, rather than later to gain sobriety in the face of such a view. Now, more than ever, the cultivation of calm, bright awareness; clarity and compassion are necessary in order to step forth into every moment with an appropriate response.
May we all live our lives in a way so that a future may be possible.

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